"mumbai"

after 3 months of my training in mysore(i must say its a beautiful place) and landed up in mumbai ;the city of dreams supposedly. i was greeted in the city by heavy rains which lasted for not days but weeks. it wasn't that pleasant i must say. than i was put into the server and storage group much to my relief(as i didnt want to go on that nonsense helpdesk pratise) . but my bad luck stalked here too , soon i was put in a team for L1 support, nothin to be happy about. for days i went behind my mentor, my pratice head and "n" number of persons but all went in vain. i had to live with it. i was useless , that's the feeling which i m still carrying in me. much against the thought of majority of people working in a software company can be pathetic n much to everyones despair you dont have a choice , atleast now during this fucking recession.
adding to this my love life is also on rocks , actually its a failure it didnt even start. i fell for the most unorthodox girl i have ever met. she is cute but she just open up. she has created a shell aroud her n will not allow anyone come near it n also not go beyond it. much of this behaviour is b'coz of her family and her upbringing.she was brought up in a very conservative family in himachal pradesh . her father is in army :ok i got to know this very recently. she's the only girl in her family so very much protected. nayways she's not comin my way i have realised this now. sometimes u just need to let go. its destiny i guess.
this is really the big one now affecting all. "SWINE FLU"..every other day i find a new case found in the newspaper. people have stopped moving to crowded places n u can see people in that ugly mask which has become a luxury merchandise . masks which r normally sold at 10 -15 bucks are sold at prices as high as 500 bucks now. chemist shops are really exploiting the situation. anywaz i m not gonna compromise a lot on my travels but taking precautions is quite called for. lets see how things shape up in my life both personal and professional. bye for now